Sharing Is Caring

I have a habit of not giving too much away or sharing much about myself.  I don’t like giving too much away to anyone, especially if I don’t know you.  I do that on purpose to protect myself.  I have thought some people were my friends and when I told them things they would later turn that against me.  When I was younger I was called suck up or even mean. I didn’t talk much to certain people because I felt they were not for me or my team.  What is the saying?  Sharing is Caring.  Not in my case.

I did not post here in 2024 and I think part of that is because I was going through life and the roads it was taking me.  I think I was so focused on the goals that I set for myself and making sure I was able to achieve them I forgot that I had a blog to document it all on.  On the other hand, I knew if I did write them all down here I was going to be vague because I did not want to put all my business in the streets.  Take my health for example I have been dealing with several issues for around fourteen years now with everything being final as of almost a year there’s a sense of relief and a tiny urge to talk about it but I don’t know if I am ready to break down what I was dealing with and the final result that in a way knew was going to happen to me to end the years of issue I was dealing with.  Another example is my love life.  One of the last posts was about reconnecting with someone who showed interest, went out on dates, to just suddenly stopped contacting me for no reason.  Let me say this I felt like an absolute fool and angry at myself for getting into that situation when in the back of my mind I had a feeling it was not going to go anywhere.  I always say you live, you learn and you buy luvs.

Now we are in a new year and I am trying to stay consistent here and post what is on my mind.  It’s kind of hard to do because I’m boring.  I do not do much cause I rather stay out of trouble and the streets have viruses in them.  I also want to live in the moment and not do too much, but who knows, this year I might have more fun stuff to discuss.